Sekarang aku dengan team company aku tengah develop system untuk Suruhanjaya Syarikat Malaysia (SSM). Pagi tadi pulak ada presentation kat end-users (maknanya kakak2 dan makcik2 buta IT) pasal features and differences compared to system yang diorang tengah pakai sekarang.
Yang jadi problemnya, supervisor projek ni nak semua benda ikut kepala dia, nak semua benda ikut technicalities yang dia rasa cun. End-users (repeat: buta IT) pulak nak system ni lebih kurang sama dengan system lama yang dah pakai since 20 years ago. Screen hijau ala Matrix. Penuhla arguments masa presentation tadi.
Users …

Easy is to get a place is someone’s address book.
Difficult is to get a place in someone’s heart.
Easy is to judge the mistakes of others
Difficult is to recognize our own mistakes
Easy is to talk without thinking
Difficult is to refrain the tongue
Easy is to hurt someone who loves us.
Difficult is to heal the wound…
Easy is to forgive others
Difficult is to ask for forgiveness
Easy is to set rules.
Difficult is to follow them…
Easy is to dream every night.
Difficult is to fight for a dream…
Easy is to show victory.
Difficult is to assume defeat with …

here in penang, smoking… bored as hell. Yeah it’s true. We are happy-go-lucky people, but we just think a lot. Sometimes too much. I am so happy having him, but let’s not make anyone vomit by elaborating on that issue. Whenever I’m alone, I think. Plus the after-effects of chemicals, think even more. Is there something I can take to help me stop? I’m tired. Miss my baby’s arm. Wanna be discussing stuff with him. But hey maybe it’s good to be apart once in a while. Give each other …

yanz has gone outstation this morning. she’ll be covering the northen states of Perlis, Kedah and Penang in 3 days. her engineering company sends her to a lot of these outstation trips, so i better get used to it!
I’ve been pondering on life a lot lately. actually, i do that everytime after i finish tripping on e. i wonder where will i be in the next 5, 10, 15 years… still doing this repetitive job? still doing programming shit which i hate? spending my life with yanz? drive a satria, …

i’m feeling mellow today… and somehow when i thought of that word.. this title will come to mind, courtesy of a certain cd being in my car.. and suddenly i’m hearing “butterfly” in my head. ‘yesterday i went outside, with my mamma’s mason jar, caught a lovely butterfly’. oh god the song is making me feel even mellower if there is such a word.
i don’t know what is going on in my head. everything is going round n round… like a swarm of bees flying above ur head, each one …