1. fucker cari pasal with me
2. i plot countless revenge plans; physical abuse, mental torture
3. fucker says sorry before i get to unleash my wrath
wtf? what should i do with my carefully laid-out revenge plans? trash them? save them in my mental archive so that i can use them on the next person in my [...]
in the past few days, i’ve been listening to my old Iron Maiden songs. i love them… the galloping rythm, beautiful double harmony guitars, lovely solos, bruce dickinson’s melodic vocals… i prefer these old-school bands compared to new-age bands. you know, bands that sing about anger and hate. to me that’s a bit childish, like [...]
Read the rest of this entry »yesterday i faced yanz. to make the story short, we managed to smooth out the kinks. my kinks, actually. lesson(s) of the week:
seeing each other even for 5 minutes is much, much better than not seeing at all.
don’t lie. even if the truth hurts. there is no such thing as ‘bohong sunat’.
shit happens. how you [...]
i lied to yanz, and she found out the truth.
what started as a small lie, snowballed into a massive web of deceit.
i tried to cover my ass, and shit hit me in the face.
i’m a person who values trust a lot in a relationship, yet i’m the one who blew it up.
i hate this…
all the [...]
whoooooo that was a looong holiday for me! but today i’m back in hell.
so what did i do for the holiday? back to kota bharu of course. we left on thursday, stopped at cherating for 2 nights and arrived in kb on saturday. the cherating stopover was really helpful, as it reduced the fatigue in [...]
i’m going back to kota bharu kelantan tomorrow. fortunately, my dad decided to spend a night in cherating, and continue the journey on friday… which will break the long 8++ hours journey into two. phew… that’s a relief.
i hate driving. even more when it’s a cross-country through several states. did i ever tell you guys [...]
i noticed that i’ve been slacking off in the blogging department lately. too caught up with work perhaps? could be…
damn… that’s a deja vu. i’m pretty sure i wrote something similar a while back…
i need a change. i need to change my job and my life. resentment towards my job is growing… it’s either i’m [...]