And I am currently worried about a job that I haven’t got and I might not get but I’m hoping so much to get that I am no longer interested in my current job coz I want another job which I’m not sure I’ll get. Confusing? You betcha!
My mind is one mangled spangled tangled web.

I was hoping to get my mind off things and to plan my life better for next month by doing my budgeting. Big mistake. It got me more depressed. Not to have extra cash. What about getting more work clothes? The DVD Player? Washing machine? Help Mom? For God’s sake even the gas for cooking? To NOT depend on someone else? *sigh* … *an even longer sigh* I’m tired.